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(no subject) [Oct. 16th, 2005|12:36 pm]
darksiderising6
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |Destroy the World Around Me - Mushroomhead]

What is wrong with me????
Why do I do the stupid shit?
How come I always fuck something good up??
I lost my best friend over my stupid ass...I pissed his girlfriend off... I not human anymore...I'm an abomination of hell that does not deserve life... I used to be a happy, god loving, always there for friends, loving my family and life little kid and know I hate everything and everyone.... I rejected god for he devil... What the Fuck? I'm a failure at everything... Wrestling, School, friendships, family... the only thing I'm good at is fucking everything up... I know why I look the way I look... God is punishing me for turning to Satin instead of talking to him, for betraying friends, for lying to my family... I wish my twin would have been born with me... Now I'm a half empty soul with no friends.........I'm starting all over today... This is my last entry... I reject all works of Satin... I am no longer going to speak because I will always fuck things up. That is my curse... I will no longer let it come out... I will only speak to God, my Mother and Father, and to my Elders who teach me the right ways of life... To my friends.... I'm so sorry for everything I've ever done to offend you, for every remark, for every time I yelled at you for no reason, for hating you for the type of music you listened to... For not being able to do things on my own with out your help....

If you see it fit... Forgive me... with will not bother me if you don't because I have been to offensive to you and the word of god... I'm truly sorry... I have no right to even call you friends because you are more then I will ever be... I'm lower than SCUM. I am a ABOMINATION against the word of god. I must suffer the consequence's for my actions.
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(no subject) [Oct. 16th, 2005|12:36 pm]
darksiderising6
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |Destroy the World Around Me - Mushroomhead]

What is wrong with me????
Why do I do the stupid shit?
How come I always fuck something good up??
I lost my best friend over my stupid ass...I pissed his girlfriend off... I not human anymore...I'm an abomination of hell that does not deserve life... I used to be a happy, god loving, always there for friends, loving my family and life little kid and know I hate everything and everyone.... I rejected god for he devil... What the Fuck? I'm a failure at everything... Wrestling, School, friendships, family... the only thing I'm good at is fucking everything up... I know why I look the way I look... God is punishing me for turning to Satin instead of talking to him, for betraying friends, for lying to my family... I wish my twin would have been born with me... Now I'm a half empty soul with no friends.........I'm starting all over today... This is my last entry... I reject all works of Satin... I am no longer going to speak because I will always fuck things up. That is my curse... I will no longer let it come out... I will only speak to God, my Mother and Father, and to my Elders who teach me the right ways of life... To my friends.... I'm so sorry for everything I've ever done to offend you, for every remark, for every time I yelled at you for no reason, for hating you for the type of music you listened to... For not being able to do things on my own with out your help....

If you see it fit... Forgive me... with will not bother me if you don't because I have been to offensive to you and the word of god... I'm truly sorry... I have no right to even call you friends because you are more then I will ever be... I'm lower than SCUM. I'm an ABOMINATION.
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(no subject) [Oct. 16th, 2005|12:36 pm]
darksiderising6
[mood |depresseddepressed]
[music |Destroy the World Around Me - Mushroomhead]

What is wrong with me????
Why do I do the stupid shit?
How come I always fuck something good up??
I lost my best friend over my stupid ass...I piossed his girlfriend off... I not human anymore...I'm an abombination of hell that does not deserve life... I used to be a happy, god loving, always there for friends, loving my family and lif little kid and know I hate everything and everyone.... I rejected god for he devil... What the Fuck? I'm a failure at everything... Wrestling, School, friendships, family... the only thing I'm good at is fucking everything up... I know why I look the way I look... God is punishing me for turning to Satin instead of talking to him, for betraying friends, for lying to my family... I wish my twin would have been born with me... Now I'm a half empty soul with no friends.........I'm starting all over today... This is my last entry... I reject all works of Satin... I am no longer going to speak because I will always fuck things up. That is my curse... I will no longer let it come out... I will only speak to God, my Mother and Father, and to my Elders who teach me the right ways of life... To my friends.... I'm so sorry for everything I've ever done to offend you, for every remark, for every time I yelled at you for no reason, for hating you for the type of music you listened to... For not being able to do things on my own with out your help....

If you see it fit... Forgive me... with will not bother me if you don't because I have been to offensive to you and the word of god... I'm turly sorry... I have no right to even call you friends because you are more then I will ever be... I'm lower than SCUM. I'm an ABOMINATION.
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(no subject) [Oct. 16th, 2005|01:01 am]
darksiderising6
[mood |happyHAPPY!!!!]
[music |"I Am Hated"- SLIPKNOT]

Hay negros!

Yesterday was Awesome!

I got three new DVDs and had to work!

The DVDs were: Freddy VS. JASON!!!
Beavis and Butt-Head do America
Hellsing


Also, on a good note......

MY FRIENDS FUCKING HATE ME!!!!!!! ;)

NOW THAT'S AWESOME! MABYE I'LL GO TO SCHOOL MONDAY AND GET SHOT BY THEM! THAT WOULD KICK ASS!

AND I AM BEING COMPLETELY SERIOUS ABOUT THIS, THAT MAKES ME HAPPY BECAUSE THEN I DON'T HAVE TO SHOOT MYSELF, WHICH WOULD'VE BEEN FUN.
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(no subject) [Oct. 13th, 2005|11:19 pm]
darksiderising6
[mood |angryangry]
[music |The Dream is OVER! - MUSHROOMHEAD!]

Man.

Who the Fuck does Steven think he is??? God? Ha, Good joke!

He really is pissin me off lately.

Everything that he doesn't like is Satanic. That dumb Mother Fucker thinks Mushroomhead is "satanic".

I swear to god that "Satanic" is that son of a bitches favorite word!

That Asshole thinks I'm "Satanic"!

Man Fuck Bag, I go to church more than you do! I go every sunday! And that means, THE WHOLE MASS! NOT THE END OF IT!

Shit....

His Girlfriend doesn't even go to church!

NOW THAT SHIT IS "SATANIC"!

I'm sick of him for real! I've always tried to be a good friend. Given him Shit all the time like cd's, just the other day I gave his ass a CD! (Probablyly the only one his ass has ever listened to!)

and then He tries to talk, as if he knows, about music.

"Metalicca isn't metal!"

Bitch please!

JUMP OFF MY DICK!

T.J. knows more about music then you do!

Look at This SHIT!:


godzilla91288
2005-07-09 06:25 am UTC (link) Select

I see no norma jean...or underoath......

damn satanist!

*cries*

WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!?
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(no subject) [Oct. 9th, 2005|09:08 pm]
darksiderising6
[mood |pissed offpissed off]
[music |Step Up- Drowning Pool]

Go check out my lj info!
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(no subject) [Oct. 3rd, 2005|10:52 pm]
darksiderising6
[mood |gloomygloomy]
[music |Sun Doesn't Rise- Mushroomhead]

Night boy
Your element is Night/Shadow. You are a combination
of the shadows and the creatures of the night.
Cool. You are a loner and tend to 'bark' at
anyone who dares to talk to you and get to know
you. You prefer to be alone and like to keep it
that way. Though there is that special someone
who is probably the only one who can unlock
your heart....


What's your Element?(FOR GUYS!!!!!^ ^but girls can take it too, WITH ANIME PICTURES!!!!!)
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The only one who can open the door to my heart knows who they are...
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(no subject) [Oct. 2nd, 2005|12:49 am]
darksiderising6
[mood |lovedloved]
[music |Play With Me - Insane Clown Posse]

sup nig's?

Just got back from Homecomming, and WOOH was that shit of the hook. I danced with some fiiiiiiiinnnnne ladies. One was soooooooooooooooooo fine that I couldn't stop staring at her. I think that freaked her out because when she saw me in the hall she turned around and went the other way (That sucked because this girl was the one).

Well...

I'm out!

~Shade ( a.k.a. The Great Milenko )
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(no subject) [Sep. 26th, 2005|09:59 pm]
darksiderising6
[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |MASTER OF PUPPETS- METALLICA]



take the "what's your dark secret?" quiz
| courtesy of mewing.net. where darkness and secrecy abound.



YEE YEE!

The ROMAN-INSERGENT ALLIGENCE HAS STRUCK AGAIN!!!!
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(no subject) [Aug. 20th, 2005|12:37 am]
darksiderising6
[mood |crazycrazy]
[music |ThE HeRetIC anTHem - SLiPkNOt]

I WaNt A WaR!!!!
I NeED A hUGe BaTtlE NoW!!!!
MusT KiLl SoMeTHing!!!!
goING CRAzY!!!!
mUst KILL!!!!!
:@
SliPKnOT AND Wu-tANG CLaN r ONLy ANsWER!!!!!!!!!!
mUST fEEd On FRESh BlOoD! nEED a freSh sACRIFICe!!!!!!
NeeD DEVONS' BLOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NEEd RAYS' hEaD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I...... mUSt..... KILl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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